After a long hiatus…
It was never intentional to take this long of a break. It just sort of happened. I didn’t really notice it until a friend of mine mentioned he still missed my blog. And I’m thinking, “Oh yeah, I used to write a blog instead of just reading other people’s.” And then I’m thinking, “Miss my blog? Why?” And I got curious. So I logged on.
It’s funny how time changes things. Going back and reading everything…it made me smile. Time had mostly erased the self-consciousness I’d had about what I’d written. Then, I went through and read the dozens of half-written blog posts that I didn’t consider quite good enough for publication. In retrospect, they seem kind of sweet.
And there’s a part of me that can’t shake the idea that maybe this is representative of how I handle my entire life…intensely critical of myself in the moment and much more forgiving thereafter.
I’m suppressing the urge to apologize for this. I’m sure in a month I’ll be just fine with that.
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